Crew Member Reveals Mental Health Struggle After Wave of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also featured celebrity crewmates.
The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the days following the flight.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her pioneering work protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She added that amid the criticism, considerable good had emerged from the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated New Shepard rocket departed Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also featured leaders in various fields.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.
